Thanks for asking, it’s forcing me to be more clear.
The big, bold thing, is creating a new Work/Career cycle. My cycle has always been disempowered, and a lot of victimhood. My SM thrives in my career. This doesn’t work for me, but I skate by not handling it because of Jack’s support + my hiding and riding the line.
The big bold request is to not allow my hiding, and call me forward to transform my relationship and cycle with Career. I want to continue being the powerful partner that I am to Jack, and my friends, of high integrity of my commitments to others, AND a badass in my career. That last one, I’ve never truly had it. So this is what I’m playing for now!