Wow. I feel sick in my stomach, too. I have a lot of judgement over the $1400 spent on supplies. I question the fact there. That’s a huge chunk to spend on supplies all at once, especially when I know he doesn’t pay rent. I suspect that quite a bit of that money was spent on weed and booze, if that is even an accurate picture. I definitely need to get complete. I have so much judgement in my space right now. My judgement is heightened by my own fears around money and by currently living with an addict who regularly complains about money problems and then spends money on booze every day.